counting my blessings

Friday, March 11, 2011

I have many things to be grateful for today.

I had a midwife appointment yesterday, which was disappointingly short.  It being short is actually a really good thing - it means that there are no concerns with baby and everything's going as it should be.  We heard the heartbeat (which kept swimming away from that nosey Doppler) steady at 150 bpm.  Everything is measuring up, and all of my tests are coming back without a worry.  That is so much to praise God for!  Pregnancy is really a time that should be characterized by faith, otherwise the unknown and the doubt that accompanies it can overtake the mind.  Even if things aren't going well, God is still good and STILL in control.

Another reason for my rejoicing is that I have an ultrasound appointment today.  We get to see our squirmy little baby as close to face to face as we can get!  My ultrasound with Judah was a little disappointing.  I had accidentally drank double the amount of water (that's right, I drank TWO litres) over an hour before, and I almost died in the waiting room.  Seriously, I'm not joking.  If you can die from an exploding bladder, then I'm pretty sure I was on death's doorstep.  The obstetrician hardly even let us see the baby and kept the monitor turned away from me the entire time she was doing measurements.  Joey couldn't even be in for that part.  She called him in after and gave us about 5 minutes to look at our bebe.  We were still grateful that we had the chance to see him, though.  This time we will be going to a different hospital, so I'm hoping for a different - if not better - experience.  It's already better - I'm supposed to drink a mere two glasses of water one hour before.  That's well within my bladder's limitations.  We're also hoping to find out the sex, but I have a sneaking suspicion that this particular hospital also won't disclose that information just like the other one we went to.  I've looked at both girl and boy ultrasound pics online, but there's no telling exactly what kind of images we'll get today, or if the baby will cooperate.  Again, we're hoping for the best, but the mere sight of our baby will be a blessing in itself.

I'll post pictures as soon as we get home, if we get home.  There are many many blizzard and freezing rain warnings around these parts today.  Either the storm will miss us, or it will hit with full fury and Joey and I will be taking it very easy out there on the roads.  But, yes, you have blurry black and white "can you kind of tell that that's a foot?" pictures to look forward to later today. 

bread making made easy

Thursday, March 10, 2011

I've attempted to write a weekly schedule of things to do around home that gives one or two tasks to complete each day of the week.  Wednesdays, for example, are bread baking days, Thursdays are "wash the bedding" days, and Fridays are deep clean the bathroom days.  This is just to spread out housework so that I don't get overwhelmed with doing EVERYTHING in one day - which is usually the case.  It doesn't mean that I avoid general house upkeep the other days.  It's a way for me to ensure that housekeeping is a priority around here.

This week has not followed the schedule yet, but I plan on taking it up next week.  So, instead of baking bread yesterday like I intend to in the future, I'm baking it today.

The recipe that I'm using today is simply the tastiest bread I've ever made.  Caution: it does contain white flour.  Contrary to popular belief, white flour is not the devil.  Just putting that out there.  However, this bread does hold some redemptive qualities for those who aren't quite convinced.  It contains other goodies: corn meal, rye flour, and whole wheat flour.  The resulting bread is nice and fluffy and just plain tasty.

What I want to do is give beginners a tutorial on how to make bread.  If you're like me, you've built up Those Women Who Make Their Own Bread on a bit of a pedestal - such creatures surely must not be earthly beings!  If you're like me, you're daunted by phrases such as "proof dough for XX minutes" and "add enough flour to make it such and such".  And, if you're like me, you do not own a standing mixer (or perhaps you did, but quickly realized how it didn't fit your small house/felt bad about how much it cost/realized what you should have spent the money on was a crib and mattress/got it out of the box and found that it didn't work).

So, never fear, kindred spirits!  I give you this step by step tutorial on how to make Tasty Bread That Doesn't Turn Your Hair White In The Process...

...alternately entitled Homemade Bread for Dummies.  Please feel free to stop reading if you are one of those aforementioned heavenly women who's been baking since she was 18 months old. ;)

Some quick pointers to keep you sane:

  • put your white flour (or the flour you use the most) in an air-tight container and keep a 1 cup scoop in it at all times.  Seriously.  It will come in handy.
  • reuse measuring cups as often as possible.  Dry ingredients don't really dirty the cup, and as long as you're pouring the ingredients into the measuring cup, you can reuse it as many times as you like - just leave the sticky things until the end and rinse/dry out cup after measuring wet ingredients.
  • put away ingredients as you finish using them.  It keeps your working space pleasing to the eye and makes the whole process of bread making seem like much less of an ordeal.
  • test drive different utensils for mixing.  For the beginning processes of making dough, I like to use a whisk to ensure that my base is thoroughly mixed.  As I add flour, however, I switch to a spoon. Wooden spoons are great, but I find they stick to dough too much and don't have enough of a curve to them.  Right now I'm using a plastic spoon with a metal handle that has a nice bend to it - more than your standard stirring-a-pot spoon, but less than a soup ladle.  It's important that you have a spoon that will not break under pressure (hence the metal handle).  
  • rinse/soak any utensils/dishes you are done with as soon as you're done with them.  Again, less clutter and less to clean up = a better baking experience.
  • one package of yeast = 2 1/4 teaspoons.  Honestly, you need to know this.  Often jars will tell you, but it stinks to be well into the recipe and realize that you don't know what "one package" means.
  • INSTANT YEAST IS NOT THE SAME AS DRY YEAST.  Dry yeast takes time to soak in warm water before it becomes active.  Instant yeast is mixed in with the dry ingredients and will activate as soon as you've added warm water to the entire mixture.  Sometimes recipes will specify dry yeast when you only have instant yeast.  All it takes to remedy that hiccup is a little re-ordering of mixing and a little ignoring of instructions.  But I'll show you how that's done later.
  • oven temperatures vary, so don't go using an oven you are unfamiliar with.  Some cook hotter, some less.  I'm fortunate to have a (beastly green) oven that cooks at exactly what it says it does.  It may not be purdy, but it's my buddy.
  • know exactly what the recipe requires before you go at it.  I think that's pretty self-explanatory. 

On to the show!

Pilgrim's Bread 
adapted from More-with-Less

Combine in a bowl:
   1/2 c. yellow cornmeal
   1/3 c. brown sugar
   1 T. salt
Stir gradually into:
   2 c. boiling water
Add:
   1/4 c. oil
Cool to lukewarm.
Dissolve:
   2 pkg. dry yeast in
   1/2 c. warm water
Add yeast to cornmeal mixture.
Beat in:
   3/4 c. whole wheat flour
   1/2 c. rye flour
By hand stir in:
   4 1/4 - 4 1/2 c. unbleached white flour
Turn onto lightly floured surface.  Knead until smooth and elastic.  Place in a lightly greased bowl, turning once to grease surface.  Cover and let rise in warm place until doubled in size.  Punch dough down; turn out onto lightly floured surface.  Divide in half and knead a second time for 3 minutes.  Shape dough into 2 loaves and place in greased pans.  Cover and let rise again in warm place until double in bulk.  Bake at 375 about 45 minutes.

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That's the recipe straight out of the book.  Because I use instant yeast and am interested in reducing dishes whenever I can, here is how I rework the recipe (the highlighted bits are what I've changed/added):

Combine in a medium sized bowl:
   1/2 c. yellow cornmeal
   1/3 c. brown sugar
   1 T. salt
Gradually pour into bowl:
   2 1/2 c. boiling (or *just*-was-boiling) water
Whisk in:
   1/4 c. oil (any sort will do - I chose extra virgin olive oil)
Dissolve:
   2 pkg. dry yeast in
   1/2 c. warm water
Add yeast to cornmeal mixture.
In a separate (large) bowl, combine:
   3/4 c. whole wheat flour
   1/2 c. rye flour
   4 1/2 t. instant yeast
Once the cornmeal mixture has cooled so that it is warm but not hot to the touch, whisk it into flour mixture.
By hand stir in:
   4 1/4 - 4 1/2 c. unbleached white flour, adding a cup or two at a time. I will generally add about 4 cups, then plop it out for kneading.  I add the remaining 1/4 - 1/2 c flour as I need it.
Turn onto lightly floured surface.  Knead until smooth and elastic - at least 5 minutes. Place in a lightly greased bowl, turning once to grease surface (I use the original mixing bowl and nix the greasing).  Cover and let rise in warm place until doubled in size.  Punch dough down; turn out onto lightly floured surface.  Knead a second time for 3 minutes.  Divide dough in half.  Shape dough into 2 loaves* and place in greased pans.  Preheat the oven to 375 while you cover the dough and let it rise again in warm place until double in bulk.  Bake for about 45 minutes.  Pop loaves out of pans almost as soon as they are taken out and let them cool down fully on wire racks before bagging them.  

*Shaping isn't hard.  I take the dough, flatten it out as best as I can into a rectangular shape, roll it hot-dog wise, and tuck down the edges so the loaf is nice and rounded and doesn't have a mysterious swirl at the ends.

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And there you have it!  I hope that's a clear as mud and makes you want to get out there and start making delicious homemade bread.  I find it to be a very enjoyable task - lots of time to take breaks, the satisfaction of seeing dough rise, and the smell of baking bread permeating the house.  

There's nothing left for you to do now but go and get your baking on!

a happy happy post

Wednesday, March 09, 2011

Friends!

I have exciting news!

We're going to move into a bigger house!  1200 square feet kind of dwarfs our current 450, no?

A NEW bigger house!

It's actually a modular home - what everyone knows as a mobile home (although they are really not very mobile now...).  It is long and skinny.  It has panelled walls (not the old school wood kind - don't worry).  It is prefab in every sense of the word.

And it's PERFECT!

Here's a list of things I will be grateful for:

  • We will have THREE bedrooms!  Granted, two of them are really tight, but I'm just excited to not have to sleep in my living room anymore.
  • We will have TWO bathrooms - full ones!  Now my messy morning getting ready habits can be safely sequestered to one end of the house while guests can trip over Judah's bath toys in the other one.
  • Did I mention that there will be bathtubs in those bathrooms?  No?  Well, there will be.  I've gone without a bathtub for two years.  They have been very long years.  Now I can soak my aching pregnant body THREE TIMES A DAY if I so desire.  It also means that we will be able to bathe Judah somewhere other than our kitchen sink. 
  • Speaking of kitchen sinks, we will have a double one.  I never really realized how amazing those are... 
  • ...and though two sinks makes for easier dishes-doing, we will have a dishwasher.  There will actually be room for a dishwasher in our house!  I think this is the biggest thing I'm excited about.  Isn't that kind of... sad?
  • Closets!  FIVE of them!  And one of them is a walk-in!  Big enough to use as a room if we should need it, right?
  • A laundry ROOM!  Imagine that!  An entire room dedicated to laundry - with room for a chest freezer, if we so desire. 
  • A place to put our dining room table!  Guys, we will be able to have guests over without making them sit on our bed and eat at TV trays.
  • Many, many, MANY windows that all open.  Think of the light!  Think of the airflow!  Think of my restored sanity!
  • Privacy!  Our house will no longer be plopped at the hub of activity.  It will be off in it's own little corner of a pasture at the top of a hill.  
  • A yard in which I can hang laundry to dry in the summer breeze and warm sunshine, (hopefully) plant a garden, read books, and let Judah play around in.
  • My parents will be able to stay with us (in our house!) if they so desire.  Guests!  Bring on the guests!
  • Room to store bulk goods like canned things, pasta, onions, blah blah blah, etc. etc.
  • Counter space for bread, bun, cookie, muffin, pasta, and perogy making.
  • Room for my babies to roll, crawl, walk, and run.  Right now Judah can make the rounds in about 59 seconds flat. *sigh*
  • Flooring that isn't 25 years old!  The kind I can wash and it will actually look clean!
  • Places to put all of the homemade things that Joey and I are keen to build.
  • I'm sure I could add to this list indefinitely if I left my computer open all day while I go about my business in our current house...
It feels wonderful to be provided for.  I realize that we could survive with a lot less and I never want to take the privilege to which I've been born for granted.  In these two years of marriage I have discovered how nice it is to have a fridge bigger than 3 cubic feet, a shower in my house, a washer and dryer that I don't have to walk outside to get to, walls between sections of the house, an attic that's not inhabited by racoons, and freedom from ongoing problems with mice.  These have all contributed to some awesome memories that I am grateful to have.  Now I am so blessed to be able to look forward and anticipate all of the freedom this new house will provide.  

I'm so excited!!!

it was a first

Tuesday, March 08, 2011

We had a little party for the Cuteness on Saturday.  
There were cupcakes.
*Were.*
There were guests. 
Lots of them.
There were toys,
mullets, 
and failed attempts to get Judah interested in actually opening his presents.
There was also a shortage of picture taking on our part.  :(

But! it was an awesome day, and Judah had such a blast.  Thanks to everyone who ate the cupcakes so I wouldn't have the option to made it out!

We will now be:
a) re-establishing naps
b) figuring out how to keep Judah's hoard under control
c) eating peanut butter, egg whites, strawberries, citrus fruits, and anything else we might take a fancy to 
d) doing extremely grown-up things because Judah is now a Big Boy. 

This will probably be the last big celebration before our other baby's Real First Time Ever Birthday, but I think the preparations will look a little different next time.  :)

because Christ has paid it all

Friday, March 04, 2011

I'm guilty of becoming "comfortable" in my walk with Christ - Him who had no place to lay his head (Mt 8:20), who was led like a lamb to the slaughter (Is 53:7), who challenged his followers to let nothing hinder them from following him (Mt 16:24).  This case of stagnancy in my life is not compatible with the life Jesus led.  As much as I may think that "it's all good" between God and I, it most likely is not.

There's this little thing called my sin nature that comes hand in hand with this whole "humanity" thing.  It likes to slowly exchange the grace of God for an attitude of works-based salvation - so slow does this change take place that, without constant study of the word of God, it is nigh indiscernible. One moment I'm rejoicing in the knowledge that Christ's merit has been imputed to my account, and the next I'm enslaved to an attitude of performance = acceptance.  This sin nature also likes to take the moments when the Spirit of God has brought me low (aka humbling me) and make me so preoccupied with my humility that I become proud of it.  How can one be proud of being humble? Sorry to say, but the former negates the latter - always.  The worst thing about my sin nature is that it abhors God.  Yes, it's true: I am prone to do whatever I can to keep myself at an arm's length from God.

All of this is to say that I am in constant need of revival - that Christians everywhere are in constant need of revival.  We need to have our eyes opened to the patterns of sin in our lives.  Thankfully, the Holy Spirit is at work in us, opening up the Word of God to us to convict us.

I recently read an article that Nancy Leigh Demoss posted on the True Woman blog.  The title kept me at bay for a couple of days: "Ten Indications That We Need Revival".  I've seen lists like this before.  I've been convicted by lists like this before.  And, at that moment in time, I refused to click that link (re: my sin nature opposes God).

But, today the Holy Spirit led me to that site, once again.  Instead of leaving you with that choice of whether or not to click that link, I'm just going to post the steps down below.

Here's what Nancy said about it:

As you read through this list, do you see any indications of a need for revival in your own life (as I did)? If so, agree with God about whatever He has revealed to you. Humble yourself by confessing your sin, crying out to Him for mercy, and receiving His forgiveness and grace.
As you do, you can be assured that He will fulfill His promise: “Draw near to God, and he will draw near to you. . . . . Humble [yourself] before the Lord, and he will exalt you” (James 4:8, 10). 
I echo that.  Take a moment to read the list and actually let the words sink in.  Humbly lay your life before the feet of Christ.

1) When sin is the pattern of our lives 
2) When we accommodate broken relationships
3) When we no longer receive the Word of God with joy and expectancy 
4) When prayer and worship become rituals and chores
5) When we don’t grieve over those who don’t know Christ
6) When we love the world more than we love Jesus
7) When we no longer fear God
8) When we no longer view God as our only hope
9) When we have to be “sold” or entertained for worship to be meaningful
10) When “professionalism” has replaced reliance on the Holy Spirit . . .
The loosening of sin's hold in our live's is never without pain or discomfort.  And, yet, because Jesus Christ has paid sin's penalty on the cross, we can be assured that this loosening of what hinders is exactly what God requires of those who've been saved by grace.  It's not "do this so that you can be saved", but rather "because you have been saved, do this!"

I hope God uses this simple, soul-searching list in your life today.

one happy boy

Wednesday, March 02, 2011

Happy birthday, bud. :)

one

Tuesday, March 01, 2011


I'm rather reminisce-y today.  March 1st brought a whole day of labour for me.  I can't imagine everything happening any better than it did.  It was super stress free - Joey and I "shopped" around in Brandon while I quietly braced for each contraction.  We went to a pre-scheduled midwife appointment in the afternoon and found out I was 5 cm dilated.  Then we spent a few hours at my parent's hotel room (they had made the 4 hour drive over as soon as they could), laughing and relaxing as beautiful things took place inside of me.  Between 8:00 and 9:00, I was again checked by my midwife, who found that I was now 8-9 cm dilated.  That's when we checked in at the hospital and, well, the rest is history

Birth is the most amazingly miraculous physical thing that us mortals have the privilege to experience.  

Today my to-do list is a little different than most days.  Judah was sick in the night, and neither Joey nor I realized what was going on in the other room.  My little boy slept in a pukey crib, and I feel awful for that.  He often wakes up in the night, but there are different levels of crying that we respond to, and last night's fussies were nothing much - just a minute or two of tired wails, and then silence - something that could easily find an explanation like him waking up squished against the rails.  Alas, there actually was something wrong, and now we have to make the necessary adjustments to the day - namely, a couple baths (one wasn't enough to fully eradicate the stench), the washing of all crib contents, and feeding Judah as many dry and bland foods as I think appropriate.

Have a good first day of March, even if it's dang near blizzardy outside.  I love the month of March for many reasons, the biggest being the whole lion and lamb comparison.  My thoughts are instantly drawn to my Saviour, the Lion of Judah and the Lamb who takes away the sin of the world.  There's nothing more amazing than salvation! 
 
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